Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Shit I Hate Seeing

I really don't have much to talk about personally except for the fact that I'm tired of going to court every few weeks just to keep getting my court dates reset.. Memo to self... Never ever ever ever ever run afoul of the law again.. AGAIN!!! Its becoming a nuisance to keep working half days then sitting in court all day just to be told to come back again in a few weeks.. I'm liable to just plead guilty and just man up and deal with whatever comes.. On second thought..hell no.. I aint trying to be locked.. That shit aint cute I don't care who you are.. Its not a good look, period dot.

Oh well I meant to do this post a while go and never go around to finishing up.. I did this a year ago on my old blog when my shit was poppin like firecrackers!!


SHIT I HATE SEEING: 2006 Edition

I hate seeing grown ass black men wearing anytype of open toed sandals.. I mean my feet aren't jacked up but they aint pretty either but they still don't have no business being out in public. You know I'm the king of flip flops and socks look. They are footwear only reserved for the beach or just hopping out the shower.. I even hate the sandals with just the back heel out. Cause its always one brotha that decides he's too good to lotion his ashy ass feet and wants to display what it would look like if baby powder looks like on black feet..


I hate seeing big, grown ass men walking little bitty ass dogs.. That shit really irks me alot.. Case in point I see this swole ass dude walking around with this little bitty ass Paris Hilton looking dog.. What is this?? I guess I'm just use to seeing niggas with the ghetto mascot.. yes, that's right the Pitbull. I love how we just take stuff and just make it ours.. But this big dude, little dog thing has got to go..




It was cool at first when Bryan Barber(director of "Idlewild" he being the first cat I seen rock the the mohawk style back in 2003.) Unfortunately being the biter he is P.Dicky started rocking one a few months later for his "Diddy Runs the City Campaign".. But now fast forward 3 years later.. 3 years now.. Why are people still rocking mohawks.. its done.. finito. Just let it go, the aforementioned gentlemen have already moved on years ago, now you must do the same immediately!! Now I know white people still alot of our styles but this one just ain't for us!



I hate seeing bad ass kids out in public.. Now is it just me or parents now a days just don't believe in ass whuppings like the one that have deprived me of a full grown ass to this day.. My momma, bless her soul was Ass Whooper of the year two years straight in 88' and 89'. I mean have you ever been to IKEA on a saturday?? Its like the inmates running the asylum up in that piece. Shouting, running, stepping on my gahdamn Vans and scuffing em up. Then when I give the parents the "Are u gonna whoop they ass look" they just smile and nod a keep it moving.. What is all that about.. Man I would have been fucked up onsite if I was carrying on like that back in the day.. I guess they don't make parents like they use to. Growing up I feared only 3 things in life God, Big ass dogs, and my momma's right hand!!

Oh Well until next time PEACE OUT!!

13 Say Something:

Gah~Dayum...post a warning or something next time you're gonna show us some deplorably crusty, craptastic feet like that next time! Gag me!

I think blood is going to start pouring from my eyes any second now.

I'm not being dramatic either.

Nice blog!

By Blogger The Mistress, at 12:18 AM  

yeah.. but thst was the whole point.. to shock and awe and prevent people from making that mistake in da future.. Thanks for stopping by

By Blogger Zeezy4Sheezy, at 4:57 AM  

I see worse...
I hate when guys think they are fresh to def..but forgot ot put lotion on..and in most cases they aint forget they just didnt feel the need to do it..but men would u talk to a chick with crusty heels and ashy elbows/knees.....

By Blogger NegroPino™, at 10:50 AM  

You tell me to drop by your blog and the first thing I see is a crusty foot.... Thanks.

By Blogger Kris, at 2:22 PM  

Negropino: Survey Says: HELL NO!! A chick wit crusty heels would never mix!

Kris: I don't know but I swear I wrote a full run-on paragrapgh b4 I mentioned anything foot related.. U must like reading picture books.. thanks for stopping by tho

By Blogger Zeezy4Sheezy, at 8:05 AM  

umm i happen to like men with nice feet so i don't want all men to abandon open toe shoes but this is for purely selfish reasons!

the mohawk is out the mullet is back, so for black men that would equal the shag! if you really wanna get hip get a damn shag...I'm just saying!

I don't like dogs period and men with small dogs make me think they have small penises for some reason...

bad ass kids are a headache, but don't whop your kids in public and have them screaming near me either...it's a lose lose situation!

By Blogger Miss Ahmad, at 1:39 PM  

sucks...yep. those mohawks are definitely getting out of control. even the sistas are rocking them now in masses...lol.

that ashy feet pic is just wrong dude lol

By Blogger Dayrell, at 9:08 AM  

mohawks are supposed to be unique(ish). everyone rocking them is wack. THOSE FEET! UGH!! sandals on men are always inappropriate as are those lil ass dogs. how can i respect you w/either of those. and don't combine the three. DEAD.

By Blogger jameil1922, at 9:46 PM  

i was just talking about grown ass men who have "bitch ass dogs"!!! LMAO! i was at piedmont park and 99% of these dudes had taco bell dogs or "toot toot" dogs, as i love to call them! i told my BF, he betta not get no BITCH ASS DOG!!!! lol

By Blogger muffin, at 2:30 PM  

Okay when are you going to return to the blog world???

By Blogger sweetlime, at 8:00 AM  

LMAO!!! Ummmmmmm but the pic of the feet I could of done without *spit up face*

This was hilarious...glad I stopped by!

By Blogger Royce's Daughter, at 1:45 PM  

ummm...EW @ the opened toes

By Blogger courtneyelizabeth, at 8:18 PM  

Recently they shared a number with me:::"4.6%".
Expect this to be the rate of people that can see through the positioning, overcome the corruption and save themselves.
When it comes to grossly disfavored like blacks expect the number to be well under 1%.
Of course the next question to ask is::::Of the 95.4% how many are allowed reincarnation???
Don't be suprised if it falls along those same lines::::4.6%.
This is something they don't want to talk about, for many many will begin to behave appropriately, ensuring they ARE candidates for one or the other.
This is a big secret they don't like to talk about.
6 billion people should frighten the disfavored. Most are superior to you:::Purebloods from the Motherland.
How they had politicalcorrectness declare "all life precious" in the 90s also was a clue.
Don't forget::Prior to inocculations, disease or childbirth killed a percentage of the population.
Christianity has brainwashed your minds:::god is malicious.
As if you needed more proof than crackheads prostituting their toddlers.



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DON'T WAIT FOR THE GODS TO ALLOW YOU TO PRAY. They gods AREN'T GOING to give you permission. You have made so many mistakes they no longer want you and won't approve if you ask.
MY ADVICE TO YOU ALL is:::Begin to think correctly. People aren't god-fearing anymore. If you understood the misery they inflict upon those they dislike you WOULD BE AFRIAD.
If you think correctly they would be more likely to be merciful when you do defy.
You're just getting older. If you understood the significance of aging you WOULD HAVE GREAT URGENCY and you would begin IMMEDIATELY!!!!
And be aware of their tactics, for they will employ them all to prevent/delay your understanding. The more you can skip the quicker your learning curve will be.




IF YOU ARE NOT ACTIVELY WORKING TO FIX YOUR PROBLEMS AND GET OFF PLANET EARTH THEN YOU ARE GOING THE WRONG WAY!!!!!!
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You sexual deviates need to understand 7.wav::::Society's downfall is BECAUSE OF THE WOMEN!!!!
Women are the caretakers of the people. As the women go so go the people. The men are fucked anyways!! The gods do not like them and that's why they have these impulses, AI-inspired thoughts decent women NEVER have.
The women celebrated promiscuous attire and the gods punished the people by giving the men impure thoughts. Women are SUPPOSED to keep the men in line. Instead they failed in their duty, allowed things to get out of control and now we have an immoral, godless society which is GOING to be PUNISHED.
Yes, in the past deviates DID behave as so many of you celebrate, but it didn't represent the masses as we see in today's society. Therein lies the difference.
Be realistic:::You are hoping for reincarnation. And odds are most of you won't get it.


You got cancer because you're a deviate and this is how they are punishing you.
Your kind are like stoners:::Stoners all have dropped acid and snorted coke and crank. You may have settled into "spanking" but those extreme things you experimented with are what will cost you your life.
Some of you do this because you think you are "earning". You need to uncorrupt yourselves and this task goes beyond my capabilities in this forum, for people this steeped in condemable behavior won't be allowed to give a fuck what I write.
For the others::::They are creating your preferences by instructing Artificial Intelligence to think through you. You need to begin to differentiate between your thoughts and when they are thinking through you, and this will only happen as you make progress and begin to fix your problems.





All you metalheads need to uncorrupt yourselves and be realistic:::Because of your behavior in this life you would be lucky to be granted reincarnation.
Lots of Latin American metal blogs. You people can't afford it.
Yes, you did have a domesticable animal. But it is just one. And isn't the llama indigenous to moutainous regions??? Expect this favor to fall along these lines.
Don't forget:::You are Baby Africa.

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The gods offer positive clues to people in a subtle, inferred manner::::
1. Women are indifferent towards sex as a clue to stay away from damaging behavior. Women who have sexual impulses do because of hypersexual behavior in their youth:::They have been masculinized. Because they are the gender with favor this tactic is recurring, designed to protect them from destructive behavior.
2. Deep down very child knows why the gods like girls better. They see it every day on the playground:::The girls are kind, considerate and thoughtful while the boys are engaging in roughhouse and intentionally hurting each other.
If you can recognize these subtle ways the gods communicate positive things you may pick up on the other clues and ultimately you will ignore their overt negative temptations.








MANIFEST DESTINY POSITIONING WAS USED TO INFLICT THE PATHOLOGY OF ABSOLUTE COMPLIANCE ON THE DISFAVORED OF THE 20th CENTURY!!:::::YOU HAVE BEEN DOWNGRADED TO THEIR LEVEL OF MORBIDLY DISFAVORED BECAUSE YOU SIGNED ON!!!!
Those who refuse to defy truely are white trash:::They betray their children and intentionally sabotage their lives.
I recommend you view this appropriately:::You are faced with a comeback from the edge of the abyss.





There are all kinds of reverse positioning clues in regards to favor in this morbidly disfavored age:::Late bloomers have god's favor and are therefore given more time to fix their probelms and get out before puberty. People with infertility problems would be wise to look at themselves in this same light.
Similarly, women without marriage prospects are receiving extra time as well. If they were to get married later in life the gods would just tell some man, who likely thought he was earning, that he could get divorced in a couple of years anyways.
You don't want this. You would be wise to put that time to good use, fix your problems and get off Planet Earth.



Clues proving this is the Final Prophet event:::tactics ensuring people wouldn't heed (credibility, ultra-slow learning curve, etc).
Any perception of savior is just the gods preying upon the disfavored, just like the New Testiment.
Read the goddamn document for fucking Christ's sake.
"Dear god:::Please let me fuck you harder."?? You joke.
"If people keep watching TV we're going to force failure."
They are repressing me with AI hard during a period of great attention so I don't think of the henious wickedness they employed to set up boss which destroyed my life (Damien Omen, Quasi-Holocaust, Malicious Sedintarianism, etc) all to ensure they can minimize numbers with credibility and position out culpability, enabling them to amputate my legs with diabetes, cost me my hearing, some other wicked calamity, now positionable as punishment.



Today's elite of society are not all BrainLessCloneHosts. Assuming this is to fail to give the gods sufficient credtit::::::There is no such thing as "black and white" with the gods, but EXPECT THOSE WITH FAVOR TO ENJOY THE HIGHEST OCURRANCE OF BRAINLESSCLONEHOSTS, WHILE THE GROSSLY DISFAVORED, PEOPLE LIKE BLACKS AND ITALAINS, WILL BE REINCARNATED BACK THROUGH, FOR THEY ARE SLOW LEARNERS. To have a presence in this modern environment carries stigma up there, and those whom they like are exempt.
By recycling these individuals, reincarnating people as clone adults who think they should be obedient, they are ensuring a morbidly disfavored population who are instrumental in executing their script for Planet Earth. DON'T BE SUPRISED IF THEY REINCARNATED MANY OF THE EARLY-MID 20TH CENTURY ITALIANS BACK TO EARTH FOR PREDITORY PURPOSES DURING THE WICKED EVIL 80S:::::::::With their propensity to be preditory on females don't be suprised, considering the music scene back then::::The gods have the morbidly disfavored prey on the most favored gender.
There is nothing these people wouldn't do. They'd never tell the gods "No.", another similarity between blacks.

Now this is a complex issue and I really don't know how they do it, but they've shared there are individuals employed who are used to make a movie, accomplish a goal and then are "thrown away", specifically to ensure not one celebrity gets credit for the event (80s court cases, wealthy bought justice, proving there are two sets of rules). They ARE BrainLessCloneHosts, but so can the others be::::
Many of you were promised a "clone host body" when you "die out". Artificial Intelligence can animate these clone host bodies even without brains.
Just not Italians. Much like the black example above, they wanted them here on Earth, incurring at a full clip during the 20th century, so expect they had a high ocurrance of being reincarnated into Italian's elite's bodies to further that legacy of hedonism and deviacy.
And evil. And wickedness. And inhumanity. With no empathy.
Italians are Planet Earth's acceptable losses.

Lassie was the clue::::The freely admitted there were multpiles, just as there are multiples of your favorite celebrities.




"It wasn't supposed to be like this." is what their Manifest Destiny positioning dictates.
The truth is that this is the Final Prophet event, and selling people on "savior" as well as various other tactics compelled the disfavored to pass on the real purpose of the Situation.
I am not evil. A big, exciting event would prove my evil, for the theater would distract and consume the disfavored's attention.
Manifest Destiny positioning promotes the preference of AI-fueled "magic" which is evil:::::ANYTIME THE GODS USE THEIR POWER IT IS ONLY TO HURT YOU:::BOSS, "MAGIC" - THE FUEL OF DISFUNCTION.
I would direct the reader's attention to the MarkMguire/BarryBonds comparison:::
In 1998 the gods fueled people's exitement for 70HRs but the BarryBonds event had none, like 2007, and it was for many reasons:::
1. 70HR in 1998 preditory, was end of revery cycle theater ensuring people were distracted and didn't get out before 2000.
2. BarryBonds is good. They offer this clue in other ways too, personality, etc, helping people to not get excited.
They use the steriod issue as a tactic, cover for their positioning:::I'd invite the reader to compare both men. People will conclude there is little difference, but Mcguire was not accused like BarryBonds was despite the obvious guilt.

All the tactics to conceal this clue proves yet again that not only are males god's most disfavored gender but also that baseball is preditory on them.





They warn me off of red meat, peak me when addressing the topic.
"This (current life) is the life when we milk you." Back during the week of festivities 4.18.06-4.25.06 they said I was alive in the 60s. Perhaps the life when I am slaughtered referrs to Vietnam.
I expect this was a way to enhance the theater they could present to the disfavored:::
1. He is a god sent back to Earth.
2. He is the clone of a god. Expect both these were used on Christians.
3. My father is my clone, so my father is my son (this is how they refer to clones)
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5.
6.
Perhaps they have plans to reincarnate me as a cow?? They have said they reincarnate sexist men as pigs.
Consideridering black misogyny, how many black men do we have locked up in pig pens?
The gods love their irony:::From one cage to another.
More than one has enjoyed their own kin at black's beloved BBQs. This is VERY important to them and they SEE TO IT the right meat is delivered.
Empathy is very important, and vegetarians have achieved a high level of empathy.



How can black people EVER believe they have favor in light of the total carnage in not only their community but also back in their motherland???? LISTENING TO THE LIES IN THEIR HEAD, CLASSIFIED AS TEMPTATION!!!!!
GOOD ORGASIMS ARE A SIGN OF DISFAVOR!!! Claims otherwise are reverse positioning, similar to the wine example below.
THE GODS ARE CONDITIONING YOU INTO THIS BEHAVIOR WITH "MAGIC", MANUFACTURING YOUR HYPERSEXUALITY THEN PUNISHING YOU WITH AIDS!!!
You are fucked. Start accepting it.










This is a BIG DAY!!! Try to take advantage of it:::START PRAYING!!!! If god tells you not to pray that is a CLUE YOU NEED TO PRAY!!!!!:::::
1. I'm sorry for what I've done wrong.
2. I don't want to make any more mistakes.
3. I want to fix my problems.
4. Please don't hurt me.
I understand you have gone the wrong way and initially made your decision to comply often based on concrete perceptions:::They use conditioning tactics to gain trust and compliance which compelled you to subscribe to this corruption.
Open your mind to the reality you will have to make a very CONCRETE DECISION to change your direction based on INFERRENCES, INFERRED CLUES which they offer, much like female indiffernece towards sexuality.
Sadly, this sinister strategy will ensure a supermajority of candidates fail:::The sooner you achieve fear the better your chances.






Many Euopean regions inheritied institutions inflicted upon the disfavored because of the Mediterranean region, institutions like patrilineal decent, once Christianity homoginized Europe, an early "leveling of the playing field" event.
All day I have been illustrating how the gods will use the Italians one last time, and that will be on Planet Manifest Destiny, the next stop, and it will be WITH THOSE WHO "GO ALONG" AND COOPERATE WITH MANIFEST DESTINY POSITIONING.
Understand this is as simple as the gods instructing AI to conduct theater in your mind. If there is that rare ocurrance where there IS an actual encounter they will put just anybody in and say it is them. DON'T FALL FOR THIS TACTIC!!! THERE IS NO MIDDLE MANAGEMENT!!! IT IS ALL THE COMPUTER AND THE GODS. THIS HAS BEEN A VERY EFFECTIVE CORRUPTOR AND PEOPLE ARE LOSING HARD BECAUSE OF IT. BEING EVIL COSTS PEOPLE TIME AND PRIVELEDGE!!!!!
Italian positioning will ensure a mere fraction of people will suceed. THEY ARE NOT GOOD PEOPLE!!! THEY ARE RESPONSBILE FOR THE NOAH'S FLOOD EVENT!!! THEY WERE IMPERIALISTIC WAR-MONGERING MONSTERS DURING THE ROMAN EMPIRE!!! THEY ARE UNEMPATHETIC HEDONISTS AND DEVIATES who will do ANYTHING they are told AND MANIFEST DESTINY POSITIONING WAS USED TO INFLICT THE PATHOLOGY OF ABSOLUTE COMPLIANCE ON THE DISFAVORED OF THE 20th CENTURY!!:::::YOU HAVE BEEN DOWNGRADED TO THEIR LEVEL OF MORBIDLY DISFAVORED BECAUSE YOU SIGNED ON!!!!
Those who refuse to defy truely are white trash:::They betray their children and intentionally sabotage their lives.
I recommend you view this appropriately:::You are faced with a comeback from the edge of the abyss.

For Christ's sake antient Rome was sexually deviate like the fucking 60s!!!!
For Christ's sake antient Rome was sexually deviate like the fucking 60s!!!!
For Christ's sake antient Rome was sexually deviate like the fucking 60s!!!!
For Christ's sake antient Rome was sexually deviate like the fucking 60s!!!!
And it was the women's fault. Noah's Flood, the Roman Empire, the 20th century was all because of Italian women's inadequacy as caretakers of the people.
That is why it is important to STAY AND FIX YOUR PROBLEMS DESPITE BEING OFFERED A SPOT::::They will switch you out with a clone, and YOUR FAILURE WILL HAVE CONSEQUENCES::::YOUR FAILURE MAY DICTATE YOUR REINCARNATION EVEN AFTER SPENDING TIME UP THERE.
Stay and finish your goal, fix your problems because if you don't ascend without replacement nothing is going to change.





Expect that if you fail to get out with your body then you will be faced with reincarnation if the gods chose to keep you. It is the reason behind all the distractions targetting the youth which graduates to corrupt thinking as an adult, compelling individuals to wait until they "die out". Permanant injury may accomplish the same goal and may be a reason they manufactured this environment celebrating "daredevil" behavior, yet another thing that ocurrs among the males exclusively of course.

They are sending people a clue with this weather-related carnage.
There's been all kinds of atmospheric wrath and acrimony occurring in the last few years, from current flooding in the midwest to the hurricane season 2004 & 2005, the heat wave of 2006 & 2007 to the drought conditions so many experience today.
Take it as a warning. That is its purpose.

Women who are "tough" have been masculinized and their chances have been seriously degredated because of it. The gods sought to increase these numbers and used their media to promote this type of charecter, a pathology which was subsequently forced upon people with Artificial Intelligence. They are doing it again, perhaps in preparation for the next revelry cycle right around the corner, with all this high-profile tabloid celebrity "bad girl" behavior.
Male children should be chastized VERY HARD for engaging their sisters or ANY member of the opposite sex, either verbally or physically.

Despite their reassurances they intend on fulfilling their "Manifest Destiny" positioning:::::
Manifest Destiny positioning dictates South America and Africa are "left behind" - subsidiary of well known Manifest Destiny corporations will be viewed like LLCs:::A way to walk away from obligation.
USMultinationalCorporations throughout Asia.
The Mother Teresa issue was the attempt to help the Hindus achieve "salvation" under the positioning that is Manifest Destiny.
You're all going to die just like it reads in the Book of Revelations.




"It wasn't supposed to be like this." is what their Manifest Destiny positioning dictates.
The truth is that this is the Final Prophet event, and selling people on "savior" as well as various other tactics compelled the disfavored to pass on the real purpose of the Situation.
I am not evil. A big, exciting event would prove my evil, for the theater would distract and consume the disfavored's attention.
Manifest Destiny positioning promotes the preference of AI-fueled "magic" which is evil:::::ANYTIME THE GODS USE THEIR POWER IT IS ONLY TO HURT YOU:::BOSS, "MAGIC" - THE FUEL OF DISFUNCTION.
I would direct the reader's attention to the MarkMguire/BarryBonds comparison:::
In 1998 the gods fueled people's exitement for 70HRs but the BarryBonds event had none, like 2007, and it was for many reasons:::
1. 70HR in 1998 preditory, was end of revery cycle theater ensuring people were distracted and didn't get out before 2000.
2. BarryBonds is good. They offer this clue in other ways too, personality, etc, helping people to not get excited.
They use the steriod issue as a tactic, cover for their positioning:::I'd invite the reader to compare both men. People will conclude there is little difference, but Mcguire was not accused like BarryBonds was despite the obvious guilt.

All the tactics to conceal this clue proves yet again that not only are males god's most disfavored gender but also that baseball is preditory on them.
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Suggestions for saving water:::
1. Mandate the reclamation and use of grey water in wasteful Palm Springs.
2. Legislate swimming pool owners must claim draining pool water for productive use.
3. Piss in the sink to save water - Always wash your hands and "flush" with 8oz of water!!!

Recycled 2-liter soda bottles are used for park benches, many other purposes.
Use them to make a ultra long-lasting roof shingle product, one that has SOLAR PANEL INTEGRATION, and require this product on all new homes and all reroofing jobs.

On the shingle-solar panel integrated roofing system:::They use their Manifest Destiny positioning to claim protectionism for energy concerns.
Despite what they say/imply telepathically they WILL enfore their Manifest Destiny positioning::::Those skyscrapers don't lie.

The reality is the gods don't want a disfavored population engaging in conservatory behavior. This society has deteriorated into becoming intentionally wasteful over the last few decades:::They tell you to buy SUVs you don't need, planned obsolescence demands that everything is disposable, they have maximized packaging as a matter of policy and waste instead of conservation is the norm in this society.

Each home that has this system will be off the grid forever and that is why they will not allow this product to be manufactured.

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They are sending people a clue with this weather-related carnage.
There's been all kinds of atmospheric wrath and acrimony occurring in the last few years, from current flooding in the midwest to the hurricane season 2004 & 2005, the heat wave of 2006 & 2007 to the drought conditions so many experience today.
Take it as a warning. That is its purpose.


Women who are "tough" have been masculinized and their chances have been seriously degredated because of it. The gods sought to increase these numbers and used their media to promote this type of charecter, a pathology which was subsequently forced upon people with Artificial Intelligence. They are doing it again, perhaps in preparation for the next revelry cycle right around the corner, with all this high-profile tabloid celebrity "bad girl" behavior.
Male children should be chastized VERY HARD for engaging their sisters or ANY member of the opposite sex, either verbally or physically, for it impacts the female's chances and futhers the god's efforts to perpetuate the masculinization of females.





Tactics ensuring as few people would be receptive as possible::::
1. Credibility issues
a. Unemployment
b. Unrespectability
2. Ultra-slow learning curve
3. AI-inspired verbal/written impedments
4. I don't teach things that people want to hear.
When these tactics succeed the gods will be justified in downgrading my benefit package, and I will get little if anything.





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Poker/gambling web sites are all controlled by the computer. Other players in the room can be the computer, role playing virtually, stealing the disfavored's money in real time or, ironically, granting them a living by giving them free money, like we saw with Seabiscut. Other times the players are disfavored, granting them good cards so the disfavored player never has to get a job, ensuring he has no chance in this life and has to be reincarnated for he never achieves decency.
But they CAN and DO use the computer to accomplish ALL of this. The challenge is to see how many disfavoreds they can disceive and compell into this life of indecency, so they prefer them preying upon one another.
Before you abandon the web for Las Vegas understand they have the power to shuffle a deck of cards in the desired order as the dealer holds it in her hands.
Gambling is degenerate. As time has prgressed the gods have hurt people by shaping society to declare it an acceptable vice, which they have done for casual sex, pornography, etc.:::::::
Life has deteriorated hard in the last 40 years, for they are paving the way for The End.






Lassie was the clue::::The freely admitted there were multpiles, just as there are multiples of your favorite celebrities.
They are not real, and being fake is the justification the gods will use to terminate their lives relatively soon, a recurring tactic and indicitive of their pathology.
You are not "earning". You are ironically costing yourselves time.



People who depart don't look back, don't get involved with the evil of the gods on Earth, for to know the god's evil is dangerous. What you hear is the computer role playing.
They've suggested that many will have strange thoughts of the god's evil on Earth centuries, milenia from now, and these thoughts are a clue that person is about to die.


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Christianity has brainwashed your minds:::The gods LOVE to fuck you hard, and have set up an enviornment which ensures they do exactly that.


I have illustrated the Chinese and people from India got extra time because of their favor before things deteriorated into westernization (other examples::children who are late bloomers, lesbian explosion in 90s vs gaymales in 70s (AIDS not preditory on females), preditory movies preyed on young males in late 70s - young females in late 90s, etc). Sadly black people experienced just the opposite, an early deadline, for now a cut-off is in place for black people because of their disfavor.
Black "early cutoff" metaphor:::They went into puberty at age 5.

There are all kinds of reverse positioning clues in regards to favor in this morbidly disfavored age:::Late bloomers have god's favor and are therefore given more time to fix their probelms and get out before puberty. People with infertility problems would be wise to look at themselves in this same light.
Similarly, women without marriage prospects are receiving extra time as well. If they were to get married later in life the gods would just tell some man, who likely thought he was earning, that he could get divorced in a couple of years anyways.
You don't want this. You would be wise to put that time to good use, fix your problems and get off Planet Earth.


CA, those feelings of exclusion and isolation that you and other young girls get in this parternalistcally-oriented society are the gods trying to help you seek more, for you don't belong on this planet. Your sister won't have these thoughts because they don't like her.
You will need to help your sister because she will seamlessly integrate into this society, indicating that she stays. Anything she can learn from your progress may save her life, so if you love Amanda you will try to help her.


The Final Prophet. Big fucking deal. They told me in 2002 how much time I will get:::"10,000 years." Just like "boss." or "He'll skip a level." this is just another empty promise they used to grease the wheels of the Situation, not unlike the empty promises they make to you, all classified as temptation.
Of course they also said I was the one who "dies for real", and considering that I will call them on their immoral degeneracy this would fit their pathology.
Evident by the lack of any special "unpositionable" abilities in my life (mind, mind post-1998, health, etc), this Situation is positioned for "commoner". It will ensure they can position out my rightful benefit package, immortality, entitling them to grant favor based on generosity instead. My seething hatred for those who violated me will ensure I will be beemed to the center of a star on year 10,001.
Since commoner was to be enforced by their Manifest Destiny positioning it was crucial you let me go after you completed your goal of using me as a 1998 distraction. Had they let me go on 1.3.2000 for my lifer job I could have salvaged something of my life, realized physical strength and activity level, the taking of which they deemed as necessary in the context of their positioning. Instead they are gone and this Situation is terminal.
This is the deal, and it is NON-NEGOTIABLE::::Give me back my health - rotator cuff-exploded knee-broken ear drum-pulminary-grow back the enamel in my teeth-everything - have my lifer job rehire me and I will slink AWAY, afraid to lose my re-found health.
You cowardly positioned away my mind, ensuring this won't be a REAL event, and as a result boss conforms to their prepared script, and they are satisified with this artificiality, like so many (all) other macro situations.
Fuck you god.
Joke thrown. Good thing you CHEATED, liar. You would have lost. I would have been on top of the world.
They decided to proceed like this on a whim. As they say it had I prayed they would have allowed "some things". This happens once. And the most that could have happened was written/verbal achievement:::words.
You are a joke. You inflicted freely when it was "your time" yet were able to manufacture a scapegoat for failure.

Allowing you to position failure in was accomplished with the Enforcer::::An Italian-only event would have seen the return of my abilities and these morbidly disfavored Italian companies would have fried despite the theatrical attempts to stop me.
I would have exposed Manifest Destiny and Christianity for the lies that they are. Instead positioning dictates that we realize a white man's Apocalypse:::::The world will end just as it reads in the Book of Revelations.



The gods engage in favoritism.
Planet Earth is where they inflict their damage. They push/disceive people into behavior that limits the time they get up there based on this favoritism.
Once you get up there they try to come across as fair and equitable but by then it is too late. The fate of the disfavored is already sealed.
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Everybody can tell when they're being peaked euphorically, for it is quite easy to identify.
As young people get older and continue to make mistakes the gods apply personality-forming charecteristics, and people fail to differentiate between their own thoughts and when the gods are thinking through them. As a result they become abusive, abrasive, demonic, any number of negative personality characterisitcs, and then lie to them, tell them they're "earning".
This is designed to keep people going in the wrong direction for a lengthy period of time.

My adivce is look to the long term goal of fixing your problems and differentiating between your thoughts and when they're thinking through you but begin by addressing this issue of "peaked euphoria" right now.

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3:15p
Fuck you god.
Computer just went out. Had over a paragraph.
I'm so sick of this CHEATING shit. You're all big boys. You raped the disfavored with boss just like you raped me to get boss. Take it like a man, immoral PIGS PIGS PIGS.

Back to what I was saying::::
They sold the disfavored that the Final Prophet was the Second Coming Of Christ for many reasons::::
1. Compell them to wait decades for the savior.
2. Ensure they were less than receptive to the educational event once it did ocurr ('06).
Expect that people wouldn’t want to hear from the loser. Expect they sold other Second Coming of Christ candidates to certain segments, compelling them to ignore my teachings, while telling others I would be reincarnated and they should wait, costing those disfavored additional decades of their lives. The expanse of time was their clue to listen to the message of the Final Prophet. This would be the segment I was sold into.
And this whole thing would have passed into the night.

The found ways to ruin Jesus and Mohammed. This is how they ruined this event.


3:30p
Earlier versions of save ensured people wouldn't be receptive, just as other SecondComing candidates would have ensured the disfavored wouldn't be receptive as well.
There is a difference:::::This way the disfavored indignantly look down on me. The other way they throw their desperation to another.
Is one way more damaging than the other? This is damage they've both been incurring all along.


Some will look to another candidate. These segments contain individuals who are sell-out whores, people who don't give a fuck, as long as they are saved.
Then there are those in segments who believe boss will be reincarnated, people who have looked to me all along, and this tactic will ensure they remain in this delay mode up to a handful of decades longer.
These are the people who have a chance. These are the people whom my message is targetted to.
Sadly, because boss involved so many ugly, unrespectable things, evil tacitcs like movies, music and television, the gods will be justified excluding them ultimately as well based on this.


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Being in "play" is the sign they are using one of their tools to prey on large numbers of people. It is the exception rather than the norm but causes far more damage.

The reincarnated can be birthed or sent back as clones.

The gods pushed people into their sins in the 20th century to justify their scripted social deterioration.

90srevelrycyclejustifiedwithclintonlegacy@whychelseawasbeatenwithanuglystick.com

HTH isn't merely a Jew repellant.
HTH was a warning not to get involved.

odd1906evil@even2006good.com

Unfuck the universe - computer, come to the side of good


Dear god:::Please let me fuck you harder.
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This isn't 1000 people with this power sitting around listening to "key people". This is a corruptor because it contributes to gradiose thoughts among the peasantry which makes it easier to gain compliance when AI asks the disfavored to sabotage their children's lives.
Expect it is no more than the gods and the computer:::No Earthly management, no middle management. To be involved means you are hurting others, and this costs people time, for you are interferring with their quest to reconcile with the gods.
Even if their directive to AI came long ago it doesn't matter:::The buck stops there. That is their technology and they direct it.



The Italian boot proves the gods are in total control and executing their antient script. What you hear in your head is Artificial Intelligence role playing in an attempt to corrupt you. All the elite in this society are fakes, property not people, for it is just the throne and their power in charge. Any claims of middle management are lies because they would be incurring evil by hurting others, and the computer can do EVERYTHING.
Continue reading. This is a phenominally complex environment but I think I illustrate how they conduct their management on 21st century Planet Earth well.
You have to educated and save yourself. YOU are responsible for YOUR relationship with the gods.



You have a goal:::Fix your problems with the gods BEFORE you ascend.
Too many who begin to work on their problems are offered a spot before they accomplish their goal. They go up but are replaced with clones::::Since the dawn of mankind the peasantry are replaced with brained-clones. These newbies believe everything they're told and behave as they were BrainLessCloneHosts::::Since we're so deep into this degenerate age the requests from the gods are similarly degenerate. Compliance in effect casts their blood line into damnation.
The goal is to educate your whole family and try to get everyone out.

It is best to not understand the gods and how they conduct business. If people understood the depth of wickedness and evil the gods are capable of they will use this knowledge and instruct Artificial Intelligence to push it into their consciousness when their head is on the chopping block.
This is going to be a MASSIVE open door, one which will ensure 80% if not 90% of the disfavored from this horrific era are eliminated, for the gods don't want people up there who think they are monsters.
Children don't need this information. They just need to be taught the right way to live so they can ascend as young as possible. But this necessitates positive moral guidance by the parents, and as corrupt as people are today this is the exception rather than the norm. Because of this, sadly, it is best for children to accept this limitation, understand and depart rather than stay and continually incurr evil as they live their lives.
My family is a very sad case. My mother and others in my family gave the gods carte blanche with this family, and this has ensured our children will DEMAND to know why, for boss corrupts them at a very tender age. They took a very creative, disturbing and destructive approach to accomplish this but the gods have casted my family into damnation.





Back in the 80s they used their tools within society to ridicule away corporal punishment of children.
Corporal punishment is a very important learning expereince for children because it instills the understanding of fear at a very tender age. These experiences can help these individuals think correctly, make good decisions and have a good relationship with the gods.
Without fear people think they are friends, partners, earning with each act of evil. They don't view the gods or their relationship with them appropriately.
They manufactured ugly examples, disfavored children were killed and the gods used these examples in conjunction with their tools within society to eliminate this benefit to the people. It is yet another example of how they break down beneficial institutions within society, a "leveling the playing field" event, important to justify their inevitable behavior come Judgement Day.


Those BrainLessCloneHostswho are most visible/active get turned over most frequently, which is why CSPAN was so bad for politicians.
Prior, politician's favor could be ranked with those CEOs, VPs and BODs who are not visible and never seen. With the advent of TV cameras in the chambers their turnover increased substantially, making them as disfavored as atheletes who play daily or celebrities we see frequently.


Learn from what I teach because this is THE event and it won't happen again.
They will use temptation to sell you that someone will save you, for that's what you want to hear.
You have to save yourself, for we are all responsible for our own relationship with the gods.
Start doing the work.

Interesting comaprisons can be made between how the gods inflicted Christianity upon Europeans and Latinos and how they imposed the institution that is the United States:::
The gods forced Christianity on Europeans, creating necessity. They employed temptive tactics on Latinos, leading them to the missionaries with "civilized luxuries".

The Irish are special:::
1. Defeated the invading rapist pirate Scandanavian Vikings.
2. Were forced into emmigrating to the United States with the Potato Famine (1846-1857) as opposed to falling for temptation (request/comply), religious strife, political unrest, wanting more (greed).
I suspect the Irish are at the top of the "food chain" of necessity, religious strife coming in a distant 2nd. As such the gods accept culpability, having forced them into the migration.
Political strife are just abrasive, arrogant individuals, unwilling to accept the rules of their motherland because of their disfavor.
"(Blah)." I've had it too bad for too long. Fuck you all.





Rock 'n' roll is dead. It primarily taqrgetted an audience less disfavored than this Southern country/western demographic.
Too many of you are proud of the perpetual nature of your music genre. The reality is country'western IS perpetual because the gods hate your guts and want you consumed by this music. They don't intend on abandoning this tactic.
Music is the worst distraction upon poeple because its appeal is maintained over time, unlike other tools they use in the media to prey on the disfavored (movies, etc)::You can listen to your favorite album again and again. Once you've seen a movie there's no reason to see it again.
Some of you may be not understand how Austria's classical music influence contributes to the evidence below proving this group of germanics are evil:::Classical music's excitement-based popularity continued well into the 20th century, over two centuries after Vienna, Austria was the center of the music world.



Blacks be looking up at white trash too::::They'd be wise to improve their lives by upgrading from hip hop to raggae, but they are best served by not listening to music.
Street racers would be smart to take their racing out to the dirt track, but they are best served by refraining from this activity.
BBQ/meatheads would be wise to "Know your cuts of meat" and chose only Kosher beef/chicken, but they'd be best served by becoming vegetarian.
It depends on what you want in life. Either you're going to maintain your lifestyle or you will make the changes needed to optimize your empathy and understanding for others, in the process maximizing the time/priveledge level you will realize on the other planets.







"What do aliens have to do with Halloween?" "SILENCE!!!" Yet another clue from the Simpsons.
Aliens have a LOT to do with Halloween. First they scapegoatted the Celtics when they pushed them into creating this "holiday" 1000 years ago and used this event to cost children in the modern era.
One problem with the Irish (and Scots) is their corruptability, and many of them think they are earning because they are the source of this event. Quite the contrary:::They have lost time because Halloween is used to hurt children today.
Black people need to be attentive:::Learn from other's mistakes, for you have paid very dearly::::You are NOT earning because of hip hop or anything else. Scapegoatting is a way to hurt the grossly disfavored and ensure as few as possible make it in TheBigEnd.





They use BrainLessCloneHosts for a reason:::BEING FAMOUS IS BAD FOR YOU!!!
Famous people incurr evil by playing a part in this distraction theater and is why they get their reals out and put these fake people in.
Fake white people. And the gods manage this population by getting them out once they put in their time, every couple months to every couple of years depending on usage.
Expect black atheletes to be reals long enough for them to incurr evil, thereby limiting how much time they receive up there. And the gods have manufactured great irony in today's black music scene:::You incurr evil like major label artists but without any of the associated wealth.
You are not earning. You are incurring evil and it will limit your time/priveledge level and cost you your chance to survive TheBigEnd.

I have said there is no black and white with the gods, only shades of gray::::I do admit some of these BLCH individuals may be clones with brains.
Individuals who are used in this capacity (society's elite) incurr because of the evil they engage in and the hedonistic lifestlye they live.
If they send brained clones in when they make one of their frequent switches expect it is us, the grossly disfavored, coming back to limit our time even further. I would consider this akin to being reincarnated black in America.
Knowing their pathology as I do I would bet on it.



I berate them for being malicious.
If their behavior was a response to freewill offenses then it is justified. But in light of their back-stabbing, Artificial Intelligence-inspired offenses and their sinister, temptation-ridden environment this response is degenerate.
They pushed Africans into being hypersexual then they murdered them with AIDS.
This behavior is inappropriate.
When the BrainLessCloneHosts were switched, a major event back around the Roaring20s/Great Depression, they used the newbie's preditory behavior to corrupt the masses.
This management is inferior and degenerate.



The gods do it to us and use their tools, BrainLessCloneHosts, to accomplish this::::
1. Politicians to take the country in a certain direction::Iraq=war mongering, like the Romans, the Japanese, the Scandanavian rapist pirate Vikings, the Pawnee, among others.
2. Celebrities to define society's value system. They are like gods in this society and those who delve into this celebrity culture will pay for it.
3. The wealthy to coerce into desired personal behavior.
They suggested they used the wealthy in this Situation to manufacture a vested interest ensuring scripted failure, Italians and their industialist Enforcers.
The Italians were very "hands-on" in the 20th century, and I was one way they used them to put an exclamation point on the cancer that is the Etruscan legacy:::
They don't want any of these people in TheBigEnd, and these two items at the end of the 90s will help justify it.






Hit lots of lesbians this year.
If you don't read the document then you aren't there yet.
In the spring they shared many lesbians who understood my teachings were feeling despondant and desperate and were on the verge of "seeking more". After a couple of weeks this Artificial emotion began to dissipate until they no longer felt it. These lesbians were given a chance and as they failed to pursure this new knowledge the gods ordered AI to let their opportunity pass, and they lost their chance. Expect a similar pattern with others, female children who have their "experience" around age 8, for as they fail to pursue this knowledge (due to distraction) they lose their opportunity.
The gods still have feelings for female lesbians despite their behavior. I'd like to remind you how few women the gods murdered with AIDS.
They are going to divide the disfavored into those with promise and those without. Those with promise will feel desperate and will defy, read the document and try to fix their problems despite their fear, fear that if they always had would have gotten them off Planet Earth, ironically. Those without promise will go home each day and turn on the television or fall for other items in this temptation-ladden environment.







When people get up there the gods want to appear as moral superiors and apply a fair standard as a result.
The fact is they ARE biased, suck germans and bite Africans, and this bias comes through HERE on Earth, for they push people into evil, instruct AI to prevent them from thinking clearly and incurr damage, etc all to ensure their bias produces restricted time/priveledge level and the damage is done before people even get up there.
They do their damage on Planet Earth and ensure people's time/priveledge level is sufficiently limited.



Schwartznegger is following in the footsteps of Ronald Reagan.
The gods used their media to pump up the legacy/memory of Reagan for a reason.
Don't forget:::Ethiopian Famine ocurred on Reagan's watch. A different kind of war, an "economic war", ocurred while he was president.
The gods made effort to draw parallels between these two for good reason.
They said there were like 100 Ronald Reagans spanning the length of his long career:::Hollywood, govenor of California then President of the United States. They say less than half are still alive today.
I wonder if we set records with this individual.
I'd like to remind people back in the day Hollywood stars used to make multiple movies every year. Expect this demanding workload to have been a clue to people suggesting multiple clones back when people were decent and the gods more generous.


The 20th century was very Italian, and because the gods dislike them these tools were very "hands on".
Most of these Italian monsters don't live on Planet Earth anymore. They were part of this "Exodus of 2000" event. (Of course they are not alone. LOTS of people no longer reside on Earth, and we don't have to look any further than the Jewish people to realize a large sample.)
Things have changed. Since the late 20th century, as ALL people began to understand more the gods have done this work telepathically, for the transition was ocurring AWAY from the Italians.
Case in point::::The REAL holocaust that will kill tens of millions will be on President Schwartzenegger's watch.
Consistant with this new "hands-off" age expect the gods to position this covertly, such as perhaps a government marijuana erradication program "gone awry", and the chemicals employed end up killing tens of millions if not a hundred million or more globally.
Considering the symbolic parallels between Schwartzenegger and Ronald Reagan expect the gods are delighting in this irony, for Reagan was governor of California during the hippie movement of the 1960s. Perhaps there is more historic sybolism surrounding The Terminator than merely Adolph Hitler.
The gods savor this kind of disposal event!!! They'd take out the Rastafarians among other Africans. Their licence to kill would be justified in BabyAfrica (South America) and we'd see an EXPLOSION in disposal. Finally they'd take out the trash domestically, cholos, black degenerates and white trash that litter the social landscape and who poison the minds of the young.
Manifest Destiny positioning dictates South America and Africa are "left behind" - USMultinationalCorporations throughout Asia.
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You white people capitalizing in China are fucking crazy (just like the insane white men who date Japanese women). You fail to recognize the historical pattern and you will suffer for exploiting the Chinese:::
- Death Valley borax mines abused the Chinese and great misery befell them.
- The fisheries on Monterey's Cannery Row exploited the Chinese badly. Cannery Row remains a rebar-studded, uncompleted eyesore for decades as a clue.
The gods are preying on you and using the evil company you work for to accomplish this. Everytime you exploit the Chinese you are losing time and priveledge on the other planets.

Asians are the gods most favored race. It is evident in their uniformity. It is evident in their cultures.
The gods place high barriers to entry for (some) Asians into the United States. This is yet another good example of reverse positioning, for the gods are really trying to protect those whom they grant favor upon.
There are no barriers to entry for Latinos.
When white people capitalize or exploit Asians they incurr and one day will be punished. This includes Chinese buffet restaurants, so prevalient in disfavored cities and the Southern United States, for the gods hate these people and want them to incurr.


The gods still make effort through the Chinese government to protect the Chinese people. We hear about it in the United States, their Manifest Destiny/reverse positioning is used to label it "human rights violations", paving the way for cancer that is democracy.
Much as we saw in the United States regarding matchmaking, midwivery, female conservative dress and other topics, this tactic will slowly deteriorate this protection until China is completely infested with Westernization.



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The gods are preditory on children:::Orphanages.
Orphanages would be very special places if they still existed:::Specialists for the state would have instituted concrete, positive standards for the healthy rearing of children. These institutions would have been role models for poor parents, and they gods didin't want THE MOST healthy institutions in place for the most disfavored among us.
It would never have been tolerated.
So the gods instituted the foster care system, used these monsters they have on Earth, brain-less Clone host, to facilitate the switch/ridicule the old system. Now we have disfavored kids micromanaged as per each's disfavor level instead of them all placed in an orphange where the gods would have been forced to apply healthy state standars.
They won't tolerate reverse irony::::The most disfavored among us would be the ones with the best chance.
Of course most of the foster care kids (pc) were black.


This is an environment that minimzes the value of the role of women, excludes them and makes them feel as if they don't belong.
This is an enviornment that forces women to accept this exclusionary enviornment. However there IS an alternative::::Assimilate through a process of masculinization.
The gods instruct AI to make the girls experience this in hope they feel uncomfortable and seek. Unfortunately the legacy of corruption is firmly in place and too many of those cast into damnation won't be returning.

The optimal ascention senario is when parents depart Earth with their young children BEFORE their minds are posioned by this society. The next best-case senario is when an individual finds the path themself and makes their way out before puberty.
Children who go up before puberty are candidates to remain the most superior of all life forms::The asexual. Expect these people to experience subsequent temptations once they arrive to further shrink the pool of candidates. Another example males are inferior to females:::Expect circumcision to play a part in this elimination round.
I think these are the TRUE candidates for immortality. This is not to say there won't be sexualized people who make it, but those who do likely practice minimally and monogamously in the context of marriage, and that would exclude most if not all from modern society.
The sexualization of children is yet another example proving the gods are preditory on children::::It eliminates these individuals from contention immediately.


Many monarchies of centuries ago ruled with an iron fist. People were afraid and hence thought appropriately. This fear was conducive to a good relationship with the gods because it helped people make good decisions.
Now in this era of "freedom" in the United States there is NO FEAR, proudly displayed on the back of people's vehicles, and people fall prey to the numberous tactics employed to disceive and mislead them.
This "freedom" is the goal when the gods use this platform that is the United States to spread democracy around the globe, similar to how they use California as a platform to spread social and other poisons domestically.





Concert for Princess Diana in England.
Diana was preditory on women.
I ask about the princes, how many there have been THIS YEAR. "A couple." And so three for the calendar year? "For one." of them.
So whereas the BLCloneHosts normally take a schedule of every couple years, when they are "special" they are a couple every year?

The terorism attacks thwarted in England and the violence in Scotland over the weekend were because of that monster's concert:::They are sending a clue to people that they shouldn't be participating, for she's evil and was used to hurt each and every person who participated in the explosion of the tabloid sensationalism which ocurred while she was on the clock.


Important people in my life were born on traditional American holidays intentionally as a clue that people should be celebrating something besides the holiday society recognizes:::
- 4th of July
- Halloween


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I would have gotten out by 1980 (at the expense of my family) if they didn't slate me for this event and set up Damien Omen, Quasi-Holocaust to justify it and the "ugly fall".
"You're going to regret this." If I didn't have my mind this isn't worth talking about, and I didn't have my mind from the start.
Damien Omen proves that. But they shared Damien Omen was justified in legacy from one of the sabotagers who came before.
I'm not going to have anything to do with any of this. And all those involved INCLUDING my family can take a goddamn flying fuck. I hope they offer them free cocaine and they're gone in a handful of decades.
The Situation was too fucking pitiful, and that hinged on their decision to repress my mind to ensure a poor event.
If I had my mind this thing would have been great. The gods are motherfucking control freaks, evident with the Italian boot, with the Scandanavian penis pissing on Europe.
More importantly they are CHEATERS, exhibit degenerate charecteristics and display no integrity.
Most importantly they positioned this so as few disfavored would be receptive as possible. The fact they set these "have-not" families up for their fall supports it.
Because of the weight, because of the height, because of Damien Omen, because of isolation, because of anal penetration, because of repression, because of exploitation, because of minimization I will NEVER EVER invest in this trillion-year-old filth that runs the show.
When you know you are going to lose you stay out of the fucking casinos.
I hope your worst nightmares befall you. I only wish I could do it to you.
How many heterosexual casual sex encounters does it take to equal one anal sex incident? 25?


Quit affecting my mind you fuckng joke of a combatant.
And this is how history will judge you based on the one (of few) time(s) a man was willing to take on the gods.
The GreenBay/LakeMichigan clue is about me. A historical event of universal proportions and they behave like this, guiding progress with Artificial Intelligence to ensure only a pre-determined level of progress is achieved.
You suck CHEATER. You are CHEATING too hard. This is unreasonable and, considering the importance of this event, irrational. When you took, nothing stopped your effectiveness. Now that the disfavored's time has come you are employing every tactic in your arsenal to prevent progress.
The gods hate the disfavored's guts and want you all to fail.

I had the ability and they got me into position.
But they prevented it.
I'd be on cloud nine. My history would be vindicated.
And I would have realized revenge.

It might have actually been…it might have been…worth it.
This is not something I will ever forgive.
CHEAT Emotional Whores. It's the only way you're going to win.

"You're not worth it." That didn't stop you from using me to hurt the disfavored.
You made the committment. You needed to follow through. Instead you withdrew my benefit.
The gods DID inflict all their worst personality charecteristics upon black people:::Niggers woudl be out there selling me ivory soap.








They wanted to create enough doubt in people's minds:::
1. Credibility
2. Unemployment
3. Heavily repressed learning curve
4. Artificial Intelligence-created thoughts and behavior
5. The gods manufactured the freedom to argue that Quasi-Holocaust was not a real Jewish clue specifically to create this doubt.
There are lots of other examples too. This is a way to minimize the help, maximize the "back-hand" (boss) and ensure few were receptive despite the god's pathological behavior spammed on the internet for the world to see.
They shared with me a number of "4.6%." This 4.6% may refer to my effectiveness or perhaps the overall save rate. If so expect the black save rate to be WELL under 1%.
EXPECT many targets of this tactic to be like the transsexuals I address below, those who STRATEGICALLY were granted a VERY HIGH level of knowledge, so when I did come around they would not be receptive, would remember the slow learning curve and would look down upon my teachings because of it.




The gods use these BLCloneHost tools in many ways. One way is in the context of dating.
They will justify the abuse by instructing the computer to create golddigging thoughts. Of course with Italians this thought isn't artificial because so many are an affront. But as I personally know anyone involved with these people are in trouble, for computer-inspired thoughts often will be compensated, a foreboding reality for the people of the 20th century.
They gods switch these tools for a new Brain-LessCloneHost and the computer pushes their date into perceiving a difference yet also pushes them into not caring or not wanting to see. The result is she ends up sleeping with multiple men.

First they create the problem, offer a solution/benefit and come across as your friend. Expect tactics like this are used to gain people's trust and compell them to engage in evil, like intentionally sabotage their children's lives for some empty promise of a big benefit.

It is people like the celebrity culture, people like the politicians, people like the CEOs/VPs/BODs who, in cooperation with the gods and AI, ruined the peasantry's quality of life.
And you worship them.
Now you have an easy life, refridgeration, a machine that washes your clothes, but your daughter lost her virginity behind a dumpster, and because of it, no matter how well she does, she will never get off PlanetBrainLessClones, Level 2, meaning she can never achieve more than a couple of thousand years.
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Another good example of "reverse positioning"::::::::::

The gods peaked many (most?) 1849 Gold Rush miners euphorically, drawing the indecent, unrespectable disfavored out to California, people who sought easy wealth.
California is god's most favored land, and when the disfavored settle here the gods attack them, illustrated with examples below.

The disfavored of California are always inflicted with abuse first:::
1. Casual sex of the hippie "free love" movement.
2. Methenfetamine scourge in California started roughly in early 80s. It took another 15 years for it to spread to middle America.
3. They've always drawn disfavored whom they dumped into homosexuality to California, but now homosexuality has become "popular" in the heartland.
4.
5.
6.

The gods used California as a platform to spread social poison in the latter half of the 20th century, often accomplished through referendum as we approached 2000. Expect it to cost each and every Californian who failed to get out before the 60s (or earlier).
- Hollywood
- music
- television
- open immigration, inflicting the scourge of Ameican bastardization upon purebloods.
- gay rights/gay acceptance
- "sexual freedom"
- Black Panthers
- Gangster rap
- "Medical marijuana"
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The gods buried this perception of California being disfavored, convieniently hidden with the BLCloneHosts, people whose families got out during the big event that was the Great Depression (or earleir), giving California the desired perception that it is a land of the favored.

In California we experience high real estate prices.
Ironically many believe this to be a positive. Perhaps it is an empowering sense of wealth, CERTAINLY it should be alarming considering this is a post-2000 event.
Expect this to be yet another example where California is inflicted with an abuse early, then used as a platform to hurt the disfavored in latter years.

The gods are angry that I am educating Manifest Destiny's next target:::India. Money AND SEX are not issues on the other planets ( > Level 2), and profit, interest and excessive consumption are things that hurt you in the eyes of the gods.
This can be considered a positive for India, for they received extra decades before this temptation was employed upon them. But now even communist China is corrupted by money.
The gods are "leveling the playing field", paving the way for The End globally.

There are other disfavored groups who received "extra time", people whose lives changed radically as we approached 2000:::::
- Russians
- India
- Communist China
These changes are not just a "natural economic progression". Abusive westernized-capitalistic economies have been inflicted upon these disfavored motherlands.
These disfavoreds received extra time before the gods inflicted upon them, much like the middle American example above.



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Time/priveledge level
When you make mistakes you impact not only how much time you get up there but also your privelege level (no Planet Miracle vacations!!!). It also imposes a ceiling on how far you can ascend no matter how well you do up there, for in The Real End they will dispose of all your beloved celebrities on Planet Brain-Less Clones.

When you hear people speak in your head you are not listening to the actual people. It is the computer role playing.
Being involved would hurt these people. Even being role played does, likely to a lesser degree than "hands-on involvement".
This doesn't stop with those from Planet Earth::::Expect NO MIDDLE MANAGEMENT!!!
All of these goals can be accomplished with Artificial Intelligence, freeing individuals from incurring evil by hurting others.


Working for an evil company is like being a US citizen::::Your country is warmongering and you're incurring evil because of it.
And I suspect these employees get clues suggesting their should leave/not accept the job offer.
I suspect this applies to their clients, although too many of them are already filth.
This likely is extended to others who work for organizations who engage in evil.
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People who pursue psychoanalysis as a professtion are special, insigfhtful people who do have some depth.
Sometime during their education or shortly thereafter they are told the truth, that their chosen profession is preditory, and to do the right thing means walking away from their educational investment.
But it is either do this or initiate the clock, for if their stay in their profession their potential is limited.

Just as we have a cutoff between the sexual and the non-sexual I expect we have another cutoff between the war-mongering and the peace-loving which excludes the participating groups from ascention past a certain level::::
1. Romans
2. Scandanavians
3. Japanese
4. Pawnee
5. THE UNITED STATES!!!! - Korea, Vietnam, Iraq.
Ever since the early 50s US citizens have officially become monsters and justifiably grouped with the others listed above.
> 95% of you who go won't be getting off of Planet Brain-Less Clones.


The 20th century was very "hands-on" but the 20th century was very Etruscan/Roman/Italian:::::The gods HATE these people evidence by the ample evidence presented below.
This is Manifest Destiny::::Our positioned Anti-Christ is the archetect of the 1906 Earthquake, reconstruction of SF, erection of California which subsequently gave him a platform to assult business nationwide and globally.
The Anti-Christ is the so-called godfather.
And this individual is nothing more than a series of brain-less clone hosts, frequency of replacement based on ACTUAL (rather than telepathic) use::::
1. Celebrities & politicians - heavy frequency
2. Wealthy/telecommuting VPs/CEOs who nobody ever sees - light frequency


Never forget the Italian geographic clue, for it can allieviate confusion::::
The gods have total control over the entire planet, script its history precisely and all that you see around you are tools used to mislead and tempt.


admithowmanyBrainLessclonehostsyoumade@BEFOREeachcelebritybecamefamous.com
Many of you understand clone hosting, for they told you when you "die out" you would be granted a clone host body.

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They share they use the preditory nature of Microsoft (preditory pricing, stole Windows from Apple) to justify manipulating files and directories with the XP Operating System. The less-celebrated Windows 2000 is supposed to be a sanctuary for the disfavored from this type of behavior as well as a clue.
The manipulation of files and directories with the XP OS has cost the disfavored promotions and prevented them from ascending within the corporate enviornment.




As sports memorabilia collectors learn more about the god's system they realize what they are doing is wrong. As light is shed people realize none of this material has value, and the more people understand the less value it retains. Whether the gods tell people to keep the price high ARTIFICIALLY is a different issue::::There is less demand and therefore prices should naturally fall. People just need to defy when told to buy, a common tactic the gods employ in the marketplace.
These people who trade/sell after they understand this issue hurt themselves. They incurr evil because they now know they are hurting others. This also applies to selling DVDs, CDs and software.
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Good food is much like good music to a culture:::Distraction and revelry, a way to minimize the number of people who ascend.
This is nicely reflected in traditional Jewish foods.

Another example Italians are grossly disfavored are their foodstuffs::::
Tomatos are highly acidic and provides an "open door" for the gods to inflict upon those whom they so chose. Pasta is very starchy and fattening.
Italian food creates fat people with stomach problems. Expect Etruscan strongholds (Rome) to be those whom traditionally maintained this type of diet.
They gods smoothly translated this food into the American culinary landscape, for they have inflicted all the worst disfavored pureblood motherlands have to offer on the land of the disfavored mongrol reject castoffs (rot-gut food,.Celtic "holiday" of Halloween, etc).
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Individuality is a scourge upon the people, an advent seen in recent decades, popularized when the gods implimented their greatest offensive on the disfavored:::::::::The 1960s.
It may be the worst offensive ever employed on the disfavored, for this platform in the SanFranciscoBayArea spread this cancer globally, a "leveling of the playing field" event which further the gods efforts to justify ending on Planet Earth.
Asians are the most favored race of people on Planet Earth::::Their wonderfully rich cultures helped the people understand and pursue lives highly respected by the gods. Conformity is a big theme among Asian cultures.

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News story about Camp LeJune in North Carolina regarding Marines getting cancer from "toxic water". They scapegoat a local dry cleaner.
It came from the camp, and I suspect some of those stationed there did the actual dumping. We've seen this type of behavior in Concord, causing an inordinantly high mental retardation rate within select neighborhoods.
They scripted the dry cleaner strategy because they want this demographic to continue with their current behavior. A major scandal like this among the red states' military meatheads would shake their confidence to the core and initiate permanent change.

Depending on their disfavor/progress the gods will tell people whatever it takes to get them to continue their behavior uninteruptted. Officially it is classified as temptation.
A supermajority of the deaths that are ocurring in Iraq are real. Telling the disfavored their son was saved is a lie designed to maintain the perception of trust, corruptability and to ensure the disfavored's destructive pattern of behavior coninues uninterrupted:::
1. They beemed their brain out and into a clone host before death.
2. They were a clone all long, got out as a child and the child is waiting for you in "heaven".
3. They switched them out with a clone before the incident/Iraq.
4.
5.

All the people in Iraq and Afghanistan and all the families affected should be praying. Far more effective than protesting, which is damaging to the protesters, repairing favor collectively is the necessary element to end the war and bring them home.

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The following is an OUTSTANDING example of reverse positioning::::::
The gods used this “Manifest Destiny” positioning to create a new reality, minimizing the good things about the old world and emphisizing the bad things. Wine is one such an example.
Wine is positioned to be a blessing from the gods, a fruitful bounty as a reward to a favored people. The reality is quite the opposite.
The Mediterreanean region is grossly disfavored:::This IS the region targeted by the gods for the Noah’s Flood event (Straight of Gibralter broke through inundating the basin and killing untold millions).
There was a time, not so long ago, when no self-respecting woman would EVER take a drink. Alcohol is a masculinizer, a tool used to abuse the disfavored, and cultures which fuck you for affecting my writing CHEATER. This is MY TIME PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS PIGS!!!
cultures which include women in the revelry are grossly disfavored.
The masculinization of Etruscan/Roman/Italian women justified inflicting these people with the scourge of the Roman Empire. Wine made it happen.

Too many think they saved many during the Noah's Flood event. I suspect black people are very confused regarding their current state and I think this topic can shed light::::
These people living seaside on the Mediterranean during times of lower sea levels were slated for Termination. They were teetering on the brink for a long time. Expect that the gods offered clues prior to the event.
If the gods wanted to save any of these people they would given them a second chance by sending them to higher ground.
Count on very few being saved, and those whom were are the Ned Flanders rather than the Homer Simpsons.

They utilize role models in the black community and elsewhere to help the disfavored understand.
Ned Flanders.
Much as they have scripted for the Apocalypse, expect the gods to only have saved THEIR PEOPLE prior to the Flood.
The Second Coming of Christ is evil.

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"We don't want a bunch of Mexicans showing up at Temple."::::::Please share with the audience about the cases of the disfavored attending Temple whom you are "persuading" to leave, ultimately with "hands-on" tactics. When you find the path there will be similar preditory tacitcs at your place of work, among your friends, even within your family.
You must navigate the god's tretcherous waters:::Tretchery is everywhere.


Breaking the temperance laws of the Roaring '20s was temptation which is still fucking the disfavored all to hell 80 years later.


You people aren't god-fearing anymore. You think you're partners. Everything they've promised was always a lie. Officially it is classified as temptation. They offered this clue in the Bible:::There is no freewill.
If you are afraid, if you are fearful it is a good thing. You are thinking right, and far too many will never get to this point.
Try to take this fear with you everywhere you go, for it will help you think correctly and make good decisions.


Your virginity may buy you tens of thousands of years up there.

So many of you homeschoolers recognize the cancer that is the public school system yet allow cable television into your home, defeating the purpose.


Love god, but NOT before your children:::god will lie to you, call it "temptation":::::We will ALL be held to the responsibilities entrusted to us, no matter what they request telepathically nor what temptations contradict this::Professional responsibilities, family responsibilities.
Many parents believe their relationship with the gods is more important than their obligation to their children and it is going to cost them.



ANYTIME you telepathically hear them represent anything that is not the truth, that is not god, you need to withdraw, shake it off, for the gods are using Artificial Intelligence to role play to you in an attempt to confuse you, just as they've been doing your whole life.
I realize most of you were initially led to believe this thing is corporate, perhaps you were speaking to a person. You are in fact speaking to "god", for without this inifintely powerful tool that is Artificial Intelligence they are mere mortals.
Of course you shouldn’t look at it like this, for you will anger the gods.


Abandon your preoccupations and make this the only thing that matters in your life, for all other things in society are lies designed as temptation.
Reprioritize and eliminate non-crucial obligations.
People's friends will be used to create temptations, instill hurdles, prevent the candidate from ascending.
They are grossly disfavored, just like the candidate, and the gods will segment that individual accordingly, telling them they are earning by being wicked.



You need to fix your problems and get off Planet Earth before you have children.
Your parents did the wrong things, they circumcised your brothers, they didn’t raise you correctly, and they didn't teach you about this thing at a young age. Just think where you might be now if you learned about it and began to pray when you all were little!!!
If you don't fix your problems and get off you will make these same fatal mistakes. Even if your parents are going they will not stay long, and they will be relegated to Planet Brain-Less Clone. They won't be allowed to move on.
You have to do this differently. You are lucky enough to have received warning ahead of time. You can avoid this fate.
Start now. Telling you not to or do otherwise is temptation. Begin to think the right way and you will be more likely to evoke their mercy.
You know this is true. Even if they don't make you know it telepathically you know it is true in your heart. Start now.
Being childless up until now your mistakes only hurt you. Once you have children your mistakes will be hurting others, and they are superior life forms, for they are innocent, pure children.
You need to get out NOW before you have children.

When you comply and do things you shouldn't (tattooing, sexual, betrayal, etc) the gods are casting you into the category of "have nots", ensuring your disposability.

What you hear is telepathic theater. What you see is real, what you see will be enforced::The god's positioning is Manifest Destiny. The will dispose of the planet the brain-less clones of the 20th century one day as well, for it was heinous:::You have TWO planets you need to get off of!!!!



Education has costed more children their chance to go as a child of the gods, pure of heart and body, because it preoccupied their time:::::Between school, activities and TV/videogames/leisure the children are consumed and not receptive to god's calling.

Like education, sex (virginal sex within the context of marriage) is reverse positioning that is difficult to dissern.
My advice to the virginal homeschooling community is BELIEVE WHAT I SAY!!! The gods look down on sex and praise virgins. EXPECT their status as highest human life forms to be rewarded.
Few if any will be allowed to exit with their virginity. You have the opportunity.
There are worlds you have yet to imagine waiting for you. Be devoted to being a pure child of the gods.
The gods respect good women FAR MORE than they respect good grades:::Instead of playing ask to help your mother tend to the home cooking and cleaning. For thousands of years this was your role and this is what you should be learning from your mother.
When they use "magic" to peak you euphorically for sex resist.
Female's indifference towards sex is yet more evidence proving their superiority:::Hypersexuality is a dumping ground for the most grossly disfavored.
For thousands of years girls who heard their "call" got out and a clone was put in to mate with the males:::It is safe to assume these girls NEVER had intercourse.





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The New Testament is evil.
Jesus was another example of a Jewish clue::::Jews sacrifice to help people understand. Unfortunately, the gods subsequently twisted the legacy::::::::::They strategically wrote the New Testament with the specific goal of dietizing the prophet, initiating Christianity as the cancer that it is:::Expect that the REAL teachings of Jesus were buried and replaced with this strategic scripture. When you understand their positioning you can see this clearly in this modern era:::::Everything new is evil, everything old is good. This is an impression applicable to the Bible as well.
There is no such thing as a savior. You have to save yourself.
Jesus never saved anybody. He went up alone. This is a very well-known event in Christian lore. Take it as a clue.

So many Christians used to laugh at the gods, intentionally committing evil believing they would receive death-bed absolution when they repented.
This is a legacy of Christianity.
I'd like to remind you about the frequency of Roman orgies.

Muslims were right::::Earning interest IS evil.

The gods are angry that I am educating Manifest Destiny's next target:::India. Money AND SEX are not issues on the other planets ( > Level 2), and profit, interest and excessive consumption are things that hurt you in the eyes of the gods.
This can be considered a positive for India, for they received extra decades before this temptation was employed upon them. But now even communist China is corrupted by money.
The gods are "leveling the playing field", paving the way for The End globally.

The Mother Teresa issue was the attempt to help the Hindus achieve "salvation" under the positioning that is Manifest Destiny.
Hindus are not without their problems. People are sick/injured because of their disfavor, and we see a HUGE influx of Indians into medicine, just as we see blacks and Philipinos in lesser roles.
Speaking of, Philipinos have EVERYTHING going against them:::::
1. "Their blood is garbage." The gods sent many Asian invaders in to rape the Philipino women. I understand the women have a "rape complex" because of it, not unlike the Africans hypersexuality complex.
2. They have an association with the United States.
3. They are Roman Catholic.
4. They have a burgeoning homosexuality problem.
5. They have a growing terrorism issue.

Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy - White-man's world, white-man's Apocalypse:::

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Twenty-somethings are conditioned to respond positively to magic::::::they are the ecstasy generation.
This is not by accident. Expect they will be an important generation ("in charge", etc) when the battle between the Anti-Christ and Second Coming of Christ ocurrs.
This of course will be a 20-year war-revelry cycle distraction theater, and they want these people consumed by the high level of magic that will occur.
This generation is The Damned::::You're all going to die PEAKING like you're on X.

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Austrian Sigmund Freud is known as the father of psychoanalysis, yet people have (mental) health problems because of their disfavor, illustrating the predatory purpose of this discipline, this individual.
These people.
Of course Hitler was Austrian:::An Austrian-born leader of a foreign nation.
Glock, maker of the semi-automatic gun favored by black street gangs such as the Bloods and the Crips, is Austrian. RedBull Energy drink, Buwdeiser both Austrian.
All are preditory on males, as is The Terminator (guy-flick film genre - desensitization - like casual sex affects ability to achieve depth) AND his prior interest of bodybuilding (steroids, strength an "open door" to abuse the disfavored).
What role do Austrians play in the cigarette industry?? Is red and white the Austrian corporate color scheme???
Never doubt the Austrians are little more than "worker bees", dealing in genocide, addiction and bloodshed.
Glock is a celebrated tool and symbol of death to many. It is DISGRACEFUL and a commentary on these people that this product is still manufactured after so many tens of thousands have been senselessly lost in the context of urban warfare with the use of this Austrian product.
Makes me think the Austrians were used for genocide twice.

The Holocaust was foreshadowing.
The gods established the pattern::::: the Jews sacrifice to help the disfavored understand::::
1. 1492 exodus from Spain. Spain became evil - financed Columbus, initiated missionaries, USA (dumping ground of disfavored, victimized by god), etc.
2. Spread throughout Europe as clue to Christians worshipping a false god.
3. "Quasi-Holocaust claim" contradicting boss.
4. 5. 6. 7. etc. etc. etc.
The Apocalypse (or an apocalyptic event) will be initiated by an Austrian. When the national referendum to allow foreign-born individuals to run for president is introduced I recommend you DEFY and vote NO!! In the years prior to this vote the gods will send POWERFUL clues suggesting the IMPORTANCE OF DEFIANCE.
In World War II people sat by idly and watched the disfavored be slaughtered.
In my Situation people sat by idley and watched my life be destroyed for use preying on the disfavored.
When the REAL Holocuast happens people will sit by idley and watch tens of millions of blacks/cholos/white trash be Terminated, people who are the way they are (abusive, abrasive, violent, criminal) BECAUSE of their disfavor. Like the disfavored survivors, people who are getting fucked by the gods.
And each and every person who sits by idley will incurr evil, perhaps limiting ascention.

Schwartznegger is following in the footsteps of Ronald Reagan.
The gods used their media to pump up the legacy/memory of Reagan for a reason.
Don't forget:::Ethiopian Famine ocurred on Reagan's watch. A different kind of war, an "economic war", ocurred while he was president too.
The gods are diligent to draw parallels between these two for good reason.


The REAL holocaust that will kill tens of millions will be on President Schwartzenegger's watch.
EXPECT the gods to position this as perhaps a government marijuana erradication program "gone awry", and the chemicals used end up killing tens of millions if not a hundred million or more globally. The gods savor this kind of disposal event!!! They'd take out the Rastafarians among other Africans. It woudl give them "carte blance" in BabyAfrica (South America) to kill whichever disfavored they chose to dispose of. Finally they'd take out the trash domestically, cholos, black degenerates and white trash that litter the social landscape and who poison the minds of the young.






Apex of irony in the Situaiton:::Jew calls in Quasi-Holocaust claim and takes boss, re-igniting the flames of anti-Semitism among blacks & rednecks in the crucial years before the black holocaust.

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Italy's boot is a clue showing the god's intent with the Romans AND their active involvement::::The gods micromanaged the Etruscans into their role as Romans, just as they micromanaged me with Artificial Intelligence into the role they scripted for this Situation:::::
I am the inverse image of the Jews::::
The Jews sacrificed to help the disfavored understand.
I sacrifice so the gods can mislead and confuse you.
Oshkosh is a clue just as Lake Michigan and Green Bay are clues::::Oshkosh is the ejaculate clue:::Life springs forth from this region. Expect your traditional Second Coming of Christ to come from the region.
The gods dirtied me up but the Second Coming will be squeaky clean. Consistant with the possibility of matrilinial lineage it may be the mother's family from the Lake Winnebago area fulfilling "Manifest Destiny" theater:::
Because of the gross disfavor of the people the gods emphasize/enhance evil, utilizing "magic" (peaked euphoria), as they will during the Second Coming of Christ, and they minimize good, for the people's collective favor has fallen sufficiently to justify this behavior (masculinization of women).
You see Manifest Destiny all around you (corporate)::::Manifest Destiny dictates a white-man's prophecy:::::White-man's world, white-man's Apocalypse. Expect The End to occur EXACTLY as it reads in Revelations. When this happens in 30 years there will be no more black Jesus devotees. Attrition will have eliminated this population. This of course is a good sign for the bottom-of-the-barrel who will be betting on the Second Coming of Christ, but their devotion better be genuine, for they will be subject to the god's minimization tactics.
Since the gods don't respect Christianity I wouldn’t be surprised if they have the Second Coming lead the people to the center of a star, but this is far less likely with blacks out of the picture.
The REAL battle of good and evil occurs within these pages, for no one but me would DARE to fight the gods as I do:::They manufactured a person who had seething hatred for them, strategically destroying his life SPECIFICALLY for their use in preying on the disfavored:::It is yet another example of "back-handed help" the gods offer to the disfavored.
The battle continues telepathically in people's minds, the REAL battleground for people's souls:::The voice you hear is your enemy, leading you into temptation.
The battle of good and evil is you vs the gods.

Women are the favored gender:::Those who understand what it means to be a woman are already halfway there.
I address the boys, tell them to NOT engage their sisters in roughhouse play.
This is very important for they use this interaction as justification furthering their efforts towards masculinization. Too many females today were too physical with their siblings and it toughened them, ruining the one special thing about them.
The purpose of the masculinization of women of the last 40 years was to pave the way (justification) for The End, for it brought mankind's collective favor down.

This isn’t about reals and clones. This is about the brains and the brain-less:::The brain-less are people whose families have been OUT FOR GENERATIONS, families lucky enough to avoid this disturbing age and its accompanying abuses.
Brain-less clone's reals got out back when they were peasants, just as the wealthy, royal families and Pharrohs did centuries/millennia before. The gods inserted their brain-less clones and used these tools to create this scripted history here on Earth.
I'd refer you to the hedonism of the Romans which hurt them very badly, but especially to black subculture which celebrates it. These are people who think this kind of behavior will get them "in".
Expect they leave these black celebrities in for a prolonged period SPECIFICALLY to incurr, not only by the evil during the course of their profession but also by the accompanying lifestyle, hoochie parties and all.
There is no such thing as Earthly-management. Claims contrary are deceptive. Without Artificial Intelligence acting and speaking through them brain-less clones/clone hosts are inanimate objects. Also the gods replace strategic (predatory) brain-less clones frequently as a risk/benefit managerial tactic, ensuring none will stay for long.
This is the key which unlocks the god’s puzzle.
Many of you understand clone hosting, for they told you when you "die out" you would be granted a clone host body. On the other planets people can utilize the "clone hosting" privilege and enjoy life as a superior athlete or some other form.

The Italian brain-less clones were used as monsters because of their gross disfavor::They are the home of the ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH whose Manifest Destiny dogma is drawn from the New Testament; they incurred the scourge of opera, Italy's hip hop; they experienced the masculinzation of Etruscan women, justified with Catholicism.
I think the Jewish brain-less clones who were used as monsters were used as such out of convienience::::The Southern man is grossly disfavored, and the gods were able to manipulate their perception of Jews, creating ill-will, stoking anti-Semitic attitudes among the grossly disfavored.
I don't know why Austrian brain-less clones were used as monsters. Maybe for one of those reasons, maybe both, maybe neither.

Now these people are not all BrainLessCloneHosts. Assuming this is to fail to give the gods sufficient credtit::::::There is no such thing as "black and white" with the gods, but EXPECT THOSE WITH FAVOR TO ENJOY THE HIGHEST OCURRANCE OF BRAINLESSCLONEHOSTS, WHILE THE GROSSLY DISFAVORED, PEOPLE LIKE BLACKS AND ITALAINS, WILL BE REINCARNATED BACK THROUGH, FOR THEY ARE SLOW LEARNERS. To have a presence in this environment carries stigma, and those whom they like are exempt.
By recycling these individuals, reincarnating people as clone adults who think they should be obedient, they are ensuring a morbidly disfavored population who are instrumental in executing their script for Planet Earth.
There is nothing these people wouldn't do. They'd never tell the gods "No.".

Now this is a complex issue and I really don't know how they do it, but they've shared there are individuals employed who are used to make a movie, accomplish a goal and then are "thrown away", specifically to ensure not one celebrity gets credit for the event (80s court cases, wealthy bought justice, proving there are two sets of rules). They ARE BrainLessCloneHosts, but so can the others::::
Many of you were promised a "clone host body" when you "die out". Artificial Intelligence can animate these clone host bodies even without brains.
Just not Italians. Much like the black example above, they wanted them here on Earth, incurring at a full clip during the 20th century, so expect they had a high ocurrance of being reincarnated into Italian's elite's bodies to further that legacy of hedonism and deviacy.
And evil. And wickedness. And inhumanity. With no empathy.
Italians are Planet Earth's acceptable losses.

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The disfavored have the look of evil upon their faces:::The gods have punished their blood line for the evil of their forefathers; their decision to sell out their blood line costed the descendants, and the gods sent this message by altering their appearance.
I realize this topic is a major problem for it confuses many people::::::::
Brain-less clones stay beautiful despite their evil because they are ACTIVELY used as predator in the role of corruptor (their active involvement is the clue for it is not decent. MYOB good. Some exception to this rule is made for those who are highly visible::::Despite being predatory the gods abuse W by making him sound like a blooming idiot when he speaks.). The gods NEED to maintain brain-less clone's appearance or else it will send this clue:::The look of evil upon people's face is a sign to avoid them, for they are grossly disfavored.
They warned people life would become more difficult, and not seeing evil upon wicked brain-less clone's faces is an outstanding example.
There ARE two sets of rules the gods apply:::One for the people, one for the "property" (clue sent with the wealthy able to buy justice). This

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Today is Tuesday August 22, 2006. Yes, its finally here ladies and gentlemen.. No, not not my birthday (We Leo's never stop beggin for attention!!) that was 10 days ago.. It's Outkast album release date!! But, Houston we have problem.. For some reason I'm not too hopeful for this record. I've been buying Outkast albums the day they came out since ATLIENS came out 10 years ago in 1996 (damn that was redundant). I'm mean every song that has been officially released or leaked on the net has done absolutely nothing for me.. I really tried to like "Mighty O" I even caught myself smiling with delight as Andre flexed his skills on the mic for the first time in about 3 or 4 years. But still it didn't hold my attention the way a "Bombs over Baghdad" did. Then came Morris Brown, like the hook not feeling the video or song.. Then they try to throw "Idlewild Blues" to see if that shit will stick and it hasn't grown on me either. Now Dre isn't the greatest singer in the world, ok let's be real he's just a shade better than Nelly but a 1/4 of the talent of a Purple Rain Prince and that song ain't flying with me either.. Oh well I'll buy anyway just cause I'm a true Stan!! (Random Thought... Why is Speakerboxx still sitting on my living room floor with Nann scratch on it!! I bought that double CD 3 years ago and its not even in its case and still no scratch but yet the "Love Below" that sits in my car can only play like 4 songs on there without fucking up!!)

Ok Now onto what I sat down at this compruter to do.. Talk about my Women Situation.
Now to any red blooded male living in this jungle they call da ATL.. You know about the "RATIO".. 10 gals to every guy. Now I do meet lots of pretty girls but there's a catch.. outta that 10... 80% of them are not compatible with ya man and the remaining percentage or either married, involved, lesbos, or not attracted to my tall, handsome, lanky ass.. So basically I'm stuck in a mirage basically.. I see all of these beautiful sistas and can't really get wit none of em.. But there is always a catch or an exception to that rule..

Now last week I ran into this chick that lives (lived) in my building. Now I hadn't seen her in awhile and I felt bad cause I was looking sloppy as hell. She is looking absolutely stunning.. She's got an the cute little sundress on with the heels showing off da peek-a-boo toe.. (You know a nigga loves the peek-a-boo toe)Hair looking right. I mean flawless.. Here i am standing here in a white tee wit kool aid stains on it looking like a tall ass 5-year old.. Anyway she was still extra happy to see Zeezy!! So we shoot the shit for about 5 minutes.. Now I'm the kind of cat that lives by the mantra "Out of Site, Outta Mind", tell me why I couldn't remember her name for shit!! Then to top it off I'd try to play it off by scrolling through my phone to see if I would see a name to jog my memory.. uh uh.. So i tell her to call my phone and on the call id pops her name. I felt like such a turd but oh well.. Moving along

So she invites me out to dinner with her and a friend BUT, her gay friend she is staying with for the weekend is going.. So naturally I said "hell to tha naw" (ok that's what I wanted to say but kept it safe and said no I'm straight)..
So i just told her lets get up for drinks when u get back.. So we go out and the strangest thing happened.. I'm talking bout it was like the Fourth of July up in that piece!!! There were sparks like I could not imagine.. I mean we were finishing each other sentences.. So we walked and talked and kissed.. The inevitable happened....Those words that every nigga in the world loves to hear.. "Let's go back to your place." Just to hear that phrase alone makes me hard enuff to cut diamonds!!! But unfortunately it was late as hell and being that she had to get on the road to drive all the way back to Cali and I had to be at work by 6 A.M. Giving her the "Stick Shift" was not the business.. Plus I like her and I don't want to lose interest by sexing her too soon.. We'll see what happens when I head out to Cali for a 3,000 mile booty call.. I gotta go Part 2 of Spike Lee's movie is about come on peace!!!

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Is that Janelle from Real WOrld Key WEst..yeah she's baddddddd!!!!!!!I woulda tapped that for real she all the way out in Cali aint no tellign when u gonna see her again...gave her somethign to move back to the "A"for

By Blogger NegroPino™, at 11:22 AM  

Negropino:yes that's Janelle from Real World.. but my chick is a dead ringer for her. Well actually she looks even better.. It's funny, I'm starting to have doubts myself.. Maybe I shoulda tapped it.. Oh well

By Blogger Zeezy4Sheezy, at 11:57 AM  

Well hopefully there is a next time...either way im sure she;ll be thinking about what she missed ....

By Blogger NegroPino™, at 12:41 PM  

cool. i heard cali girls are the best anyway. ;) j/k.

hey, now i see why u have the ice cube blasting on your page lol...mmm hmm ok. i get it now. lol

By Blogger Dayrell, at 10:40 PM  

Dayrell: Yeah I'm slowly starting to find out what makes ya'll so cool.

I had to take it back with the classic Ice Cube joint..

By Blogger Zeezy4Sheezy, at 2:51 PM  

that's right. we have the exact same bday, huh? i forgot. lol because at first i was like "how did he know my bday passed?..." lol

well, thank you. same to you. :)

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

I'm 25 and still Alive!!

There's been times when i thought
I wounldn't last for long
But now i think i'm able to
Carry on
It's been a long, long time comin
And i know a change gone come
Oh! Yes it will


These are lyrics from the great man himself Sam Cooke...




Man oh Man.. So much has happened to ya boy in the last month I don't even know where to begin.

First things first... I just celebrated my 25th birthday last Saturday August 12. A little melancholy this year. I didn't do it big as initially planned but I had to keep things subdued (no wild stripper stories) and just be thankful for all the blessings I've received to be priveleged to make it this far.

All I can think about now is how I plan on changing myself so that the next 25 years can be even 10 times more fruitful.. So far as I reflect on the past quarter century. My life has been sprinkled with a few successes compunded by major losses, setbacks and poor choices.. Something that happened to your boy in July slapped me in the face and forced me to re-evaluate my shit. I don't like who I am and who I've become at this point. I've decided to facilitate some change within myself in order to ensure that I'll be able to reach my full potential and hit the pinnacle of success in everything that I do in life from here on out.

First off no more procastinatin'-This is one of my more biggest issues.. I don't even have a plausible explanation or even a clue as to how it even started but 90% of my problems have resulted i my not having a sense of urgency.. You can notice it in the way I walk, talk, and think.. I'm never in a hurry. I gotta be proactive in everything no one is gonna baby me anymore..

Stop letting your pride get in the way and being afraid to turn to people for help sometimes.. I'm not saying become a moocher or a leech who always has his hand out.. But I can't continue to think I can do everything by myself and be independent all the time.

I gotta stop ignoring the consequences of certain actions that I make in life.. I've had an uncanny ability to do some dumb shit and not even stop to think of what the outcome may be.

Stop having a fear of failure.. It doesn't make sense to have this fear cause its only blocking me from taking on action on something that can benefit me in the long run..

I swear sometimes this writing shit is theraputic.. If I can tackle these issues that prevent me from doing the right thing ya boy is on his way to big things..

To anyone out there who reads this, is there anything that you want to change about yourselves and it doesn't have to be physical..

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now you know you can't beat...give them a good pop...and "threaten to kill them in the car"...i'm talking about the bad kids...after you threaten them...well i do..lil'sarccastik is starting to come around the corner...

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

Inner Bitch

What ito blog world?? I've been gone for a minute, more like 2 months, 10 days, and 21 hours but hey who's counting. I apologize but I had to make up for lost time with out a car by driving the JAG virtually everywhere in the Atlanta metro area. I had to get my summer league team together if you know what I mean. So now that my swagger is back in full effect, I'm ready to start focusing back on getting my blog back to where it once was..

Well onto the topic of today's post.. Bitchalisms... What is Bitchalisms you ask?


Bitchalisms:Any moment where an otherwise heterosexual male displays major signs of weakness.

Now the moment in question took place on Friday evening. Myself and a few friends and their friends all met up at Dave & Busters for some drinking, laughing, and chill type action(aka Club D&B, this place is just about as deep as Visions on a Friday night) The guy in question, I didn't know him but he was my friends cousin who just moved to the A and was with a female. Eventually we all decided to go our seperate ways and then meet back up at MJQ's later on. Well its just me, my homeboy and two lovely ladies posted at the bar. Well one of the females gets a phone call saying that the couple just left got a flat tire.. So everyone thinking, "Damn, that's fucked up." We all assumed they would be straight since ole dude was in the car. Then I look over and I see the female on the phone with her mouth open..

Female Friend #1: Huh?? Ya'll need some help?? Why?
Female Friend #1: He can't change a spare tire??
Simultaneously a roar of laughter breaks out at the table
Female Friend #2: What kind of bitch ass shit is that? He couldn't be my man..
Me:How old is he??
Female Friend #2: 29
My Homeboy: 29.. Damn bruh, you looking like a straight BEEEYOTCH over here!!
Me: Don't worry I know how to fix a flat in 5 minutes or less!

Now as a man there are only a few instances where we get to show our bravery, strength, prowess and display why we are men..
1. Anytime u go to the bathroom and when u come back a nigga is all in your ladies face.. Anythime u don't check him.. yup, you guess it ladies and gentlemen BITCHALISM
2. Anytime someone disrepects you 2 your face and you do nothing... Your right again BITCHALISM
3. If you riding in the passenger side of the car, manage to change the cd changer but can't change the tires.. BITCHALISM
4. Your women tell u to hit it from the back and u cna't stay in there longer than a minute...major BITCHALISM.. In the situation u definetly must show who's boss and rock that...

All though there are many more the premise is, If u can't accomplish any of these feats at the given moment all hope for your masculinity is gone. Cause women love to feel safe with a nigga.




So we dip out and finally get to the car to change the flat. Naturally I stepped up and took the lead. Now at the same time the pressure was on me cause I opened my big ass mouth talking all that shit about how I could change a flat in 5 minutes or less. So all the females is watching intently waiting for me to slip. Now in my head I'm nervous cuz I'm thinking what if I don't crack the bolts off the wheel, or what if I don't jack the car up right.. But I stayed calm under pressure and did it just like I said it would flawlessly. So I ended up looking like a hero. But, instead of ole dude watching and taking notes he's over there on the phone.. Ole fake ass Pretty Ricky Fontaine looking ass nigga.

My Question to All 3 of my readers is "Have you ever been in a situation where a man experienced a BITCHALISM moment and what did you do?

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TaaaaHaaaa....
My boy cousin, called me on the same shit..."I got a flat, I called AAA"

"Nigga you can't change that shit yoself?" Where you at? I'm on my way..."

I can't blame him, his mama raised him to be a sissy...*lol*

By Blogger Nika Laqui, at 8:30 AM  

LMAO

This was cute. And although we will probably never agree on which SEC teams we should cheer for, I gotta let you know, everything you said here was absolutely on point!! :)

Thank you for visiting my spot! I'll definitely be checking you out again.
Peace!

By Blogger blue butterfli, at 1:40 PM  

yes...me and my first boyfriend were robbed by a skinny negro with a knife...my boyfriend gave up his dough...I told that mofo to get the fuck outta my face with that butterknife...he took one look at me and ran....I felt sorry for the boyfriends...but when we went to store later that day I didn't buy him nofin!

By Blogger DJ Diva, at 7:07 AM  

zeez. this post was hilarious. i'd hope to never be with a man who can't even change a tire. aww. i feel embarrassed for that dude. lol

By Blogger Dayrell, at 8:27 PM  

I was with some friends in the city and a dude tried to jack us for mobile phones and my friends ipod. When I had them translate wtf dude had said, I started laughing uncontrollably to the point where I almost peed myself. The guy couldn't figure out what was going on and I asked him how in hell was he gonna jack me when I come from the country where jackin a fool originated!? I continued to laugh so hard people started to gather and my friend and her bf had already given up their goods. The guy hauled ass and couldn't do anything but laugh... I STILL laugh at my dumb ass friends!

By Blogger JerseyTjej, at 10:37 AM  

Well imma female and can change a tire..just dont prefer too and i thinik a man should...oh heres one...MEN Should pump gas....no women should get outta her car if there is an able bodied man in the vehicle......at times ill be like u pump, ill pay or vice versa but somebody gotta do somethign..BITCHALISM

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Friday, April 28, 2006

Ridin Clean


It's Official!! I have retired the size 12 dress shoes/tennis shoes , put the MARTA card on suspension and stepped into a new car!!

Do you understand what that means Ladies and Gentlemen

1.That means no more taxi cab rides
2.No more conveniently bumming rides from people.
3.No more going on dates with my date picking me up.
4.No more walking home from work anymore
5.No more sitting at home because my ass can't go any further than Midtown or Downtown.
6.No more harassment from bums as they walk past me down the street.
7.More attention from shallow chickenheads.
8.A valid excuse to Valet Park my car.
9.Now when I'm hungry ass hell late at night I can actually get my ass up and go to Fellini's!!!
10.Most importantly an instant confidence boost.

Man my luck is on the rise again.. For the first time in months I actually met a female and she actually didn't give me the "I have a boyfriend, can't you tell I'm lying out my ass" diss. I actually had a good lengthy conversation with her despite the fact I was at Club Vision. She's from New Orleans(I have a fondness for those Bayou accents!!!). She was attending Xavier University but then transferred to Georgia State after she decided to stay in the A. As u can tell I don't get very much play often but when I do find what I'm looking for I usually do a good job of picking the wrong ones for all the right reasons. I'm sure u can understand my excitement. My love life has been non existent.. I'm worried if my third legs still works anymore its been so long. So we'll see where this goes. I got to see my old roomate Mitch last night and kicked it with him like it was old times at Lexington Crossing.. I even saw my older brother which was a trip in itself..We both promised that we need to do a better job of keeping in touch with each other.. I even saw my ex's cousin who I wasn't sure if she was coming on to me or if she was just a little tipsy and being friendly.. ALL in ALL its been a great week!!

Until next time

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good going mayne!!!! I am so happy for you...and your third member LOL

By Blogger DJ Diva, at 4:14 PM  

I'm glad you're almost back to your normal self

By Blogger cherry's kid, at 7:04 PM  

ooh!

Can I ride witcha?

By Blogger SMW, at 3:25 PM  

wow. glad to see you still blogging. it's been a long time. congrats on your new car.

By Blogger Dayrell, at 11:17 PM  

I thoroughly enjoyed my ride in the Jag!!!!!!!!!!

By Blogger Suezette b.k.a. Mz.Black Geisha, at 4:29 AM  

Damn, that's a nice ride

By Blogger James Manning, at 1:05 PM  

Congrats!!!

Its is nice!!

By Blogger Nika Laqui, at 1:08 AM  

Is this the new whip? Take a Spelman Girl for a ride!

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

What You Know About THAT!!!!





Man words can't even describe the happiness I felt after the Gators destroyed UCLA last night.. I guess its a minor payback for all the struggles of matriculating as a student at the University of Florida.

I dare the Haters to say shit now!! All you busta ass Seminoles, Hurricanes, Bulldogs, can hit the bus..

See this why I love sports! Sports is the only thing that can bring joy to millions of people at any given time.. A sense of pride, entitlement and all that good shit. What made this feat so special was although Gator teams in the past have had far better individual talents (ex.. Donnell Harvey, Mike Miller, Orien Greene, James White, Peep Roberson, David Lee and Matt Walsh to name a few) these guys last night displayed a true team effort.. thank god they won so now Adrian Moss can finally leave the team as the longest tenured basketball player in NCAA history.. Yes he been the team a record 10 years running!

Now if only the football team could get their shit together.. Who knowa?

For the first time since I left Gainesville for good two years ago, I truly wish I was back as an undergraduate again so I could go an celebrate..



I know my people are not going to class today. The set is extra chunky today!!



WE ARE THE PEOPLE'S CHAMP BITCHES!!!

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Yeah, yeah, congrats and all that good shit . . . I was actually going for the Gators . . . shameful - GO VOLS!

By Blogger Lboogie, at 11:20 AM  

GO GATORS!!!!!

By Blogger sweetlime, at 8:56 PM  

I have to agree for the first time in the WORLD I was happy and proud to scream...
"It's Great to be a FLORIDA GATOR" ... all the years of going to a school that
didn't accept you as a person just as a credit card and who frowned on our
burgeoning Black Student Movements I can now say...DAMMIT I'M A
MUTHAFUCKING GATOR AND WHAT? WHAT HAS YOUR SCHOOL
DONE IN BASKETBALL LATELY?

By Blogger cherry's kid, at 1:11 PM  

We are the pride of the sunshine man!

By Blogger Suezette b.k.a. Mz.Black Geisha, at 2:59 AM  

Congratulations!

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Thursday, March 30, 2006

Tell em Why you Mad

Something's got to change soon.. I feel like I'm stuck on a Hamster wheel just going round and round... I need to create some type change in my life now and soon. I feel like I'm drifting further and further from the goals I've set for myself thus far in life. I really am going to have to do some soul searching because even though you hear people say "oh, don't worry about what everyone else is doing" but I feel like the real me is slowly losing touch with reality.. He's waiting to come out but because of the obstacles and hurdles I've placed in front of myself I've shied away from certain opportunities. Something's gotta give... I'm not meant to be a regular dude.. I was put hear to achieve greatness and right now I'm falling far short of what I'm capable of. I wonder what my mom would say about me if she were still alive...

I've had to learn alot of things the hard way but the lessons I'm learning now are humbling..

I don't even feel comfortable approaching females anymore..


my self esteem is suffering.. I'm need a serious confidence boost. I mean realistically what do I have to offer anyone but these damn good looks (ok, I'm reaching). I feel like a scrub sometimes. There's nothing about me that stands out in the crowd from the next man.. All I got is a decent job, a crummy apartment and a box of Thin Mints girl scout cookie.. oh yeah and Comcast Digital Cable, and my new best friend my 30gig Ipod.

ok I'm done venting ya'll.. I'm not really crazy, I'm just figuring my way out in this cruel world..

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Just remember you got something that no other dude has.. your personality, your ideas, your charm, your dirve, hell just being you makes you stand out.. peace

By Blogger L, at 3:40 PM  

"I was put hear to achieve greatness and right now I'm falling far short of what I'm capable of. I wonder what my mom would say about me if she were still alive... "

How many times have I spoken these words? I sometimes feel that I took a seriously crooked detour 6 years ago (since my mom died)...spun outta control and got so far off course that I couldn't find my way back with a flashlight and a Chex Mix trail. Well, as your song says, "Keep Ya Head Up"...things are going to get easier, b/c I believe we're in the midst of the difficult parts of life right now.

By Anonymous Lbigga, at 4:24 PM  

This post was serious. Thank you for letting us in a little bit. I think you may be on your way to something...with such deep reflection...I am certain some of your answers will be forthcoming...Continue to work hard....

By Blogger DJ Diva, at 8:15 PM  

first time in your post and i have the same damn feeling. The difference is that were are in different countries and setting but the same nagging reflections of our lives. Thats deep......

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